We find out what it is on Monday. Yay.
Even though it's for a good cause and all that, it's hard to come to grips with your body expanding and your weight skyrocketing.
I really hate pictures of myself looking like this, but I do it for posterity, and to look back on later and laugh.

Like these pictures from when I was in the hospital with Aidan. Crikey!

Showing off my cankles, thats what 20 pounds of extra water weight looks like. The nurse that was with me the day after Aidan was born didn't even recognize me a week later when she saw me. (She was Aidan's NICU nurse a week after helping me out, weird, eh?)

I'm not sure why I'm torturing myself like this, maybe I'm reassuring myself that it could be worse. :-)